Kids – helping you to power through your anxiety

Anxiety is absolutely vile. I’ve always been a bit of an anxious person for my whole life. It’s not fully debilitating and I usually can function and leave the house but I feel awful when it rests it’s ugly head. Nauseous, no appetite, often tight chested and just generally on edge. I hate the way it really consumes you for a while and sometimes no matter what you do, it won’t go away.


It comes and goes for me. It’s not all the time which is good and I can usually recognise the signs of it. It’s easier to try and nip it in the bud if possible; I talk it through with family and friends, don’t give myself a hard time and practice relaxation techniques.

I have found a new weapon in my battle against the worry and that’s my kids. This may sound a little crazy; surely having to function, be a good Mum and role model would make my anxiety worse? Not the case at all. In fact the complete opposite. Let me explain myself.

I remember some of the things I have had to do in the past, things that did put me a little out of my comfort zone. Things that just made me feel a little on edge

I remember my first flight with the gremlin. I’m not a massive nervous flyer but I do get a tad jittery. Having the gremlin with me blew that out of the water. She was so calm, so nonchalant. She took it in her stride even as a baby. As she got older, she loved the take off more, asked questions and looked to me for the answers. Her relaxed nature and her looking up to me seemed to fuel me with what I needed to calm down a little.

I also remember having to take the train into the centre of Birmingham to register my late Grandma’s death. I had no clue where I was going and it wasn’t something I was looking forward to. Having my eldest as company chilled me out no end and made me smile. I found my way and used her as my reassurance. Well, I had to find it or the pair of us would have been lost!

It’s like the girls are my confidence boost. My almost therapy. My little mates. My company. I have to be calm for them. It’s also like I feed from their innocence. They haven’t got a clue about all the things out there that they could worry about. They are filled with joy and happiness. They don’t think about the what ifs.

Why worry about getting lost?

Why worry no one will talk to you when you attend an event or baby group?

Why worry about flying?

They know no different and that attitude helps me no end when I feel a little twitchy. Don’t get me wrong either. Its not about hiding behind them. It’s about standing by their side, getting out and being proud to do so. Feeding off their confidence where you can.

They see you are their heroine.

The one who can do anything.

The one they rely on and I use this to get through anything I worry about.

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  1. November 15, 2017 / 7:25 am

    Totally agree with this. Anxiety is a side effect of my depression so usually I don’t have a problem. To be fair it’s usually the first symptom. I won’t go out without one or both of my girls with me at the moment. If I have them there, I can cope because I have to and because they are old enough to understand too. Kids are great enablers without even knowing it #bloggersbest x
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  2. November 15, 2017 / 7:38 am

    I love this and think having kids is a great confidence boost. Suddenly you’re not on your own when you have a side kick with you and as you say they look up to you and see you as this mummy who can do everything! Thanks for hosting #bloggersbest
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  3. November 15, 2017 / 10:04 pm

    I couldn’t agree with you more. Having L has certainly made a big difference to me #bloggersbest

  4. November 16, 2017 / 6:37 pm

    I’m so glad your kids can help calm you, it is hard to feel anxious when you’re surrounded by pure joy! #BloggersBest

  5. November 19, 2017 / 9:23 pm

    I’m such an anxious flyer and I find that Taylor definitely provides a welcome distraction on a plane! I also try and not show my other fears around her (like spiders!) as I don’t want her to learn from me and have them too. I agree that having kids around definitely helps you to ‘pull yourself together’ sometimes since they look up to us so much x #bloggersbest
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  6. November 25, 2017 / 11:31 pm

    Oh my gosh yes, I relate just this so much. I have always had anxiety at varying levels but when I had Leo is almost all faded away. Having him with me all the time and knowing he needed me really spurred me on to try and push myself and be braver. Unfortunately when Alex was born I got pnd and a side effect of that was some seriously horrible anxiety. I’m fighting past it every day though and the kids are definitely my little saviours, they help me be strong xx #bloggersbest

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